one of their chemists.â
âSo thatâs what he meant in the letter. That he still had hopes there might be a woman for him.â
âSounds like it to me. I think he wondered if he was too set in his ways to marry anybody, though. After living alone for so long.â
âWhy didnât he tell me anything about her?â
âWouldnât he have, if heâd seen you? He only mentioned her to me once, when weâd spent two days on a road trip.â
âMaybe. You couldnât get much out of him on the phone. Unless he called you.â
âTrue.â Alan Munro laughed, and threw another log on the fire. âHe hadnât even gone out with her when he saw you at Christmas.â Alan studied Jo for a second, as she played with the bottom of Tomâs sweater, before he added, âA pickup truck hit Tom out of the blue. There wasnât anything he could do.â
âWhy did he do things he knew were that dangerous? He rode Sam alone cross country all the time, trailering him all over, jumping walls and fences when he didnât have a clue what was on the other side. And skydiving, for heavenâs sake! It seemed like after he got back from theââ
âWar?â
âYes.â
âThatâs how it took some of us. Others, it was safety first, once we got back. Keep your head down, and donât makeââ
âIt was hard, if you loved him. We worried about him, and prayed for him constantly, all those years he was fighting in Europe. Mom, and Uncle Toss and I. And then he comes back and leaves again. He travels all over, and does everything he can think of to test himself, or endanger his own life and limb, almost as though he wanted toââ
âHe explained it some in the letter.â
âStill.â
âWhat if you tamed lions for a living, and then you were forced to sort mail in a post office?â
âItâs not quite the same, is it? I can imagine myself liking the lions, butââ
âWar brings out the best, and the worst, and triggers a lot of unexpected reactions. Though that was an unintended pun.â
âI donât want him to be gone.â
âNo. I donât either. Tom was a great friend.â
They were both quiet for a minute. Watching the fire. Feeling the heat and the hurt in the air. Wondering where else to go with both.
âHow old were you in â45, when he got back from the war?â
âAlmost fifteen.â
âAh.â Alan set his mug on the table and pushed himself up off the sofa. âI guess I ought to head back.â
âArenât you going to tell me about the O.S.S.?â
âI donât know that thereâs that much to tell. You listen to the tape, and then maybe we could talk again. If you want to.â He pulled a business card out of his shirt pocket and laid it on the table.
âWhat do you do for a living?â
âI work for a pharmaceutical firm, but Iâm actually moving to Lexington. Iâve taken a job with an equine pharmaceutical company and I start in a couple of weeks.â He laughed at the look on her face, and picked up his coat.
Jo was holding the card, reading the address in Fairfax. âWhy Lexington? Why equine drugs all of a sudden?â
âIâm tired of working for a big company, and my boss, whom I like a lot, is a long time friend of the guy who started Equine Pharmaceuticals in Lexington, and he put me in touch.â
âBob Harrison. Sure. I donât know him well, but I know him.â
âTom told me he respected him as a scientist. And Iâm ready to live in a smaller town. Iâm sick and tired of D.C., and Iâm interested in horses. Tom did that for me. Tom and Sam. I donât know, I canât explain it all, but Iâm ready for a big change.â
âLexingtonâll be that.â
âMaybe Iâll call you in a couple of weeks. When