âRight back.â She stumbled getting down off the stool; she couldnât hold her beer.
A man held the front door open and allowed a pit bull to precede him into the room. Big guy, already spotted by Knox in the crosswalk with his dog, with a funny look on his face that made Knox say casually to himself, Donât come in here, dude. The man had on a green tank though it was not really warm enough for that, and he was handsome in a flaring way Knox had to admit made him uneasy even in some sports figures.
âDog canât come in here,â said the bartender.
âShe canât, huh?â The man advanced into the room with the dog, snubbed up tight on the leash so its front paws had to scrabble for the floor.
âYou tie him up.â The bartender stretched out her whole arm and pointed her long finger.
âBus stop. Canât tie this kind of a dog up in a bus stop.â
âWhat you want to come in here for?â said the bartender, not unkindly, filling a schooner and setting it on the empty bar. âThis that new dog? He nice?â
âShe.â The dog sat, facing the table of the two guards eating nachos. âYou did it,â the man said to the bartender. The way he said it made the dog look up and emit a growl. âYou goddamn married him.â
âI did. Last Friday. I said I was.â
âYou did it. OK. All right. Where is he?â
âHe canât sit around in here. Heâs at work.â
âHe knew you were with me.â
âI wasnât with you, baby.â
The man reached in his pants and pulled out a gun, small as a phone. People set down their drinks in the quiet. He scanned theroom with the gun, like a flashlight. The bathroom door opened and Knoxâs girlfriend came out. Knox held perfectly still, praying the manâs attention onto her. But one of those girl guards was sure to pull a weapon. Everybody in the place was going to get shot. He, Knox, was going to die.
Somehow, his girlfriend took in the situation. Moving slowly, she sank into the booth with the two women. One of them put a fat arm around her. The other one had a walkie-talkie.
âDonât nobody go on your cell or nothing,â said the bartender. âThis is Jerome. I know Jerome.â
âYou think you know me.â He pointed the gun at her.
âCome on, Jerome. Donât do that. You donât want to do that.â And she came out from behind the bar and put her hand up in front of the little stump of gun. She took hold of the barrel with two long fingers and thumb as if it were a straw she was going to drop into a drink. âCome on, now.â She raised the flap and went behind the bar. Jerome got up on a stool, and instead of putting the gun out of sight the bartender laid it down on the bar. Jesus God, are you kidding me? Knox screamed in his head.
âSit,â Jerome said to the dog. Then he put his forehead down on the bar and his shoulders began to shake. âBaby boy,â the bartender said, spreading her fingers, with the gold ring on one, around his head and holding it while he shook.
At one table a man got to his feet. âHey, donât you forget the check,â the bartender called. Then Knoxâs girlfriend stood up, hugged the big security guard, and started across the room to Knox. Her face shone with tears. He stared at her outstretched arms. So people loved, even many of them, and his rank among them was not high.
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T here it was: the blue bee. Off the clothesline and down into the flowerpots, weighing down orchids with its thumb-size abdomen. It made Amy think of fat women she had washed in nursing school. A panniculus might hang to the thighs; you lifted it on the back of your hand and wrist, swabbed carefully because of yeasts. In this country the patientâs family gave the baths, women carrying basin and washcloth from home. And here you wouldnât see a swag of fat on a patient. As