times, including with my mother, and like he says, he always ends up getting the girl. Though only for a little while, obviously.
Anyway, Dana Leigh extended her visit and stayed in Vancouver for a few weeks. She and Dad seemed crazy about each other. She was at our place every night, sitting around with Dad and his friends, drinking beer and watching the guys playing guitar. Sometimes she sang along. Dana Leigh has a great voice. I thought she was the best thing that had happened to us in a long time.
When she decided to head back to Drumheller, she talked Dad into going out there too. We were supposed to leave a couple of months after her, but then the accident happened and it ended up being almost a year before we saw her again. What with his back injury and his meds, Dad wasnât in great shape when we arrived, and things never quite worked out for him and Dana Leigh. A few months after we got here, she started seeing the biker guy.
Dana Leigh drives me to the hospital.
âYou can drop me off,â I say. âI mean, I know you're supposed to be working.â
âGet serious,â she says. âAs if Iâd leave you here.â
Dad is in intensive care. We are taken to a small waiting area. No one else is sitting there, but I feel like I have to whisper. âIntensive care,â I say. âThatâs bad, right? That means itâs serious.â
She shakes her head. âItâs good. It means theyâre taking it seriously. You know, getting help fast is the most important thing when someone is having a heart attack.â
âIs that right?â Dana Leighâs sister is a nurse, so she always knows stuff like this.
âAbsolutely. The longer you wait, the more damage gets done.â
I think about Dad saying heâd been feeling bad all evening and wrap my arms tightly around myself. âWhat do you think theyâre doing?â
âTests,â she says. â Like, maybe blood tests or X-rays. Or those, what are they called, ECGs? That kind of thing.â She tries to put an arm around me, but I pull away, jump up. If I have to sit here for another second, Iâll start screaming.
âI have to go walk around,â I say. âIâll be back in a minute.â
âDonât go far,â she says.
I walk up and down the hallway about a dozen times, as fast as I can without actually running. I canât believe this is happening. I have this awful feelingâan intense nauseating dreadâand itâs like Iâm trying to walk away from it, walk away from my own body or something. Escape velocity, I think again. I wishâ¦
And then Dana Leigh is calling my name.
Four
The doctor is about my dadâs age, dark-skinned, with a neatly trimmed beard and a white coat. His name tag is twisted around so that I canât read it, and he shakes my hand and Dana Leighâs but doesnât introduce himself.
âSo, you are here with Garland Hendricks?â
âHeâs my father. Is heâ¦?â
He looks at Dana Leigh instead of me when he answers. âWeâve given him some clot-busting medication and weâre running tests. Heâs had what we call a myocardial infarctionâa heart attack. Heâs stable now, but weâll keep him here for a couple of days to be sure. Weâll refer him to the cardiac folks at Foothills, in Calgary, for some tests. See what kind of shape his heartâs in, look at some follow-up care. Thereâs no urgency though.â
âSo heâs okay then? Can I see him?â
âMake it a short visit, okay? For now, the best thing he can do is get a little rest.â He smiles. âYou and your mom could use some too, I imagine.â
I stare at him for a few seconds before I realize that he means Dana Leigh.
She is shaking her head. âIâm just a friend.â
The doctor turns to me. âIs your mother around?â
âIn Victoria.â
âAh.