past the forward port. â. . . the forsaken void.â He gritted his teeth.
Grimace? Pained mirth? Something in between the two? Nog couldnât be sure.
âBut then, around day two, it would begin to rankle him. A burr under his skin. Heâd be asking himself, âDo I really deserve this?â â
âDoesnât he?â
âOf course he does,â OâBrien said, rallying to his friendâs defense. âHe just wouldnât believe it deep down.â
âWhy not?â The helm signaled that they would reach their coordinates soon. The Amazon âs autopilot dropped them down to warp one.
OâBrien shrugged. âWho knows? Maybe he thinks that everything comes too easy, so he hasnât earned it.â
Nog thought about the doctorâs now well-known augmentations. If I could be genetically modified, what would I want? Greater intelligence? Bigger lobes? Sharper teeth? He dismissed the ideas as both petty and unnecessary. Nog was content with his physical and mental attributes. So, what did he really want? The thought came unbidden and all too easily: To not feel so alone. The idea surprised him. It was silly, wasnât it? Nog knew he wasnât alone. He had his crewmates and his colleagues. He had his work . . .
âAnyway,â OâBrien continued, âif Julian were here, this would be just about the time weâd log some holosuite time.â
âAlamo?â
âNo, Siege of Bastogne, I think.â
âI donât think I know that one,â Nog confessed. He knew about the Alamo, but only because he had installed the holoprogram in his uncleâs bar on the first Deep Space 9.
âOh, itâs glorious,â OâBrien said, sitting up straighter in his seat. â âNuts!â â
âWhat?â
âI said, âNuts.â Itâs a famous quote from the siege.â
Nog looked at OâBrien from the corners of his eyes, uncertain if he was being mocked. âIf you say so.â
OâBrien settled back down into his chair. âJulian would get it.â
âApproaching destination coordinates,â the computer announced. âScanning. No anomalies detected. Exit warp?â
Nog took the helm back from the computer and, with practiced ease, disengaged the warp engines and slippedinto impulse, the stars shifting from streaks of light to bright pinpricks. He checked the scanner readout. âNothing,â he said. âExcept what you told me to expect.â
OâBrien rose and leaned forward to get a closer look at the only noteworthy object in nearby space as it rolled slowly beneath the runaboutâs bow. âNot much to look at, is it?â
Nog hadnât wanted to say, especially as their outing had not been his idea. âBut this is where you wanted to be, isnât it?â
OâBrien nodded.
â Why ?âThe Ferengi tried to put as much emphasis into the word as he could without sounding insulting.
âWe needed to get away,â OâBrien offered.
â We did?â
âWell, I did. And Captain Ro thought you did too, so she asked me to bring you along.â
âCaptain Ro thought I needed to get away?â Nog asked, his voice going an octave higher at the end of the question.
âShe said youâve had a rough few weeks,â OâBrien offered. âI had to allow as that might be true, so . . .â He lifted his hand and waved it generally in the direction of their destination. â. . . change of scenery. If only barely.â
The stationâa Helios -class hubârolled into view. Compared to the glory that was the new Deep Space 9 or, frankly, even the former Terok Nor, this waypost in space looked like an indifferent first-year engineering student had designed it on the morning the assignment was due.
âLooks like a mushroom,â OâBrien said, which is exactly what