deeply, we will try grief Healing again. But I donât think that will happen.â
He hated this. Hated that she might be right. Hated that she knew him so well and could slice him so deeply.
Genista rose from the chair and walked to the door. She stopped with her hand on the latch and glanced over her shoulder, appearing much less anxious than when sheâd entered. âTinne,â she said in nearly a whisper, âI know you have a HeartMate.â
âSheâs wed,â he said automatically.
âAnd sheâs seventeen, isnât she? Has she had her Second Passage?â
He shrugged. âI donât know.â Heâd never spoken to Genista about his HeartMate and didnât want to now.
Her smile was as sad as her eyes. âYou have strong Flair, so she must as well. Youâll link with her during her Passage. Iâd rather not be around when that happens.â
âMy fault again,â he croaked.
âNo, once-my-dear.â One of her shoulders rose, then fell. âItâs destiny. We had our time together, and it was good, it was wonderful.â She turned away. âBut when times turned bad, they were tragic. I havenât been able to rise above that tragedy, and I canât, if I remain wed to you.â
Blow after blow after blow. In all his life of daily sparring, of deathduels, heâd never felt so pummeled.
âIâd like a new start. In a new place. Gael City, probably. Find your love and claim her.â
Impossible.
His wife opened the door and left without a backward glance, closing the door with a final, quiet push.
Tinne stood and marched stiffly to the bathroom, where he puked his guts up.
Two
The man was large, tall, and broad. Rough-looking with scars on his face. That alone told Lahsin he wasnât Druida City born. She bounced off him, and her weak knees might have buckled if he hadnât grasped her upper arms. She wouldnât be able to get away from him.
His brows came down. âNow who are you?â
She didnât really know, but said, âLahsin . . . Burdock.â She didnât think she wanted her birth name, but she wanted Yew even less.
He looked up and down wide dawn-empty Bountry Boulevard. She sensed he wasnât exactly sure where the Burdock Estate was and whether she was near it.
One side of his mouth quirked up. âReturning from a night out?â His fingers gentled on her arms, then dropped.
âYes, yes,â she babbled, hitching the knot of her bag up her shoulder. âClothes, you know. My timer is broken.â She waved her arm that had her perfectly good timer under the warm coat. At that moment the sun rose bright enough to show the colors he wore. âYouâre a Hawthorn,â she blurted.
He inclined his torso. âCratag Maytree, a guard in TâHawthornâs household.â He shook his head slowly. âBut I donât think you should be out here on your own, even as early and deserted as it is. Pâraps I should see you back to your Residence.â
She pinned a bright smile on her face. âIâm perfectly fine.â She waved again, and the sleeve of her cloak slipped down. Black bruises from Yewâs fingers showed on her wrist.
Cratag looked down at his own fingers and flexed his hands, and Lahsin stared at his hands, too. Cratagâs fingers could fit on the bruises. He was a bigger man than Yew, but her ex-husband had large, blunt fingers that didnât go with the rest of his carefully cultivated aristocratic appearance.
The heat of humiliation burned her cheeks.
Cratag put a meaty hand on her shoulder, again gently, and his squeeze was small and comforting, like he knew his strength and used it carefully.
âYou want to press a case for assault?â he asked softly. âReport this to the Druida guardsmen? I know an honorable one.â
She shook her head frantically. She had to be going. Now. Sooner than now.