the doorway. He walked over and kissed her mother on the cheek. âNot that Iâve had much success. Howâs it going for you?â
Natalie motioned to the table. âI have her sitting.â
âI knew calling you was the right thing.â
âRight back at you, Dad.â She looked at her mother and father, who were still obviously in love after thirty-five years of marriage and six children. A warm cloak of safety wrapped around her. She could have used some of that inner security last night with Connor. If only it was something she could pocket and take with her when she left the house.
Natalie turned to the stove and finished breaking eggs into a bowl. She beat in some milk until they were smooth and sunny yellow.
âOh, no, youâre not letting Natalie cook.â Her younger brother, Paul, one male half of the two sets of Delacroix twinsâPaul and Renee, and Marc and Claireâwalked in and sat at the table.
âAnd good morning to you, too.â She poured the egg mixture into an iron frying pan.
âThe last time I remember you cooking breakfast, you almost burned down the lodge at Sonrise.â
âI did not,â she protested.
âSure you did. You volunteered to get up early and make pancakes for the church youth group at our annual campout. Mr. and Mrs. Hill were the leaders then.â He prompted her memory. âA fawn or bird or something distracted you and you let the pancakes burn. The kitchen filled with smoke.â
She remembered all too well. It wasnât a fawn or bird that distracted her. It was Connor splitting wood for the campfire planned for that evening. Contrary to Paulâs embellishments, she didnât cause any fire, or fill the kitchen with smoke. However, the stack of blackened pancakes and Mrs. Hill stepping in to finish cooking breakfast were enough to win her razzing for the rest of the day. Connor had made it better, sitting with her at the campfire and stealing a kissâtheir firstâwhen the Hills werenât watching.
She suppressed the nostalgic longing for that more innocent time. âThat was more than ten years ago. Iâve perfected my breakfast cooking since then.â A faint whiff of well-done bacon drifted from the stove. She quickly opened the broiler and took the pan out.
âSo I smell.â Paul got in another good-natured dig. âYou know Iâm only teasing. Weâre all glad to have you home for the holidays.â
âIâm glad to be here, too.â Natalie placed the bacon on a plate, gave the eggs another stir and scooped them into a bowl.
âDad and I are going to go cut a Christmas tree Saturday morning. Want to come along?â
Natalie smiled to herself. The annual trek to the local Christmas tree farm to find the perfect tree had always been one of her favorite holiday activities, one sheâd missed the past few years. Last Christmas, she hadnât even bothered to put out the small ceramic table tree she had.
âClaireâs coming,â Paul said, adding Natalieâs next oldest sister to the outing. âI donât know if Andie and Rob and the kids are.â
âYou donât have to talk me in to it,â Natalie said. âYou know Iâll be there. I wouldnât miss Pharaoh Mountain Farmâs mint hot chocolate for anything.â
Even Andie being there
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âPaul,â their dad said, âif you have your social schedule all worked out, want to finish your breakfast and get to work?â He winked at Natalie.
Paul and his twin, Renee, were the most social of her and her five siblings, not that she and the others werenât social. Or at least, she had been social.
They guys polished off their food and left to start the morning milking.
âWant another cup of coffee, Mom?â
âYou donât have to do that. Itâs not like I canât get up and walk over to the counter.â
Natalie ignored the edge