for the top, had killed any interest he might have in putting one up for himself.
Last year, when Jared had been living with him, he and their then six-year-old half sister Hope had gotten one for the parsonage, and Becca and her kids had come over and helped decorate it. His only input had been to insist they put something other than a star on top. He couldnât see a flashing star atop a tree or anywhere else without seeing Natalie saying, âIâm sorry...â This year, heâd thought he was home free until the women heading up the churchâs hospitality and evangelism committees had decided it would be a good idea to have a community-wide open house at the parsonage the weekend before Christmas. All Connor had to do was supply the tree. Theyâd take care of the food and the rest of the decorating.
He gripped the saw heâd found hanging in the parsonage garage. He couldnât tell the women that he didnât want a Christmas tree in his house. So when Josh had canceled their workday to go into the office, Connor figured he might as well get it over with.
âConnor,â someone called from behind, pulling him out of his morass. Claire Delacroix jogged up beside him, her cheeks turned rosy from the cold, just like Natalieâs always had. âPicking up your Christmas tree?â
âThat and some wreaths and boughs and stuff for the parsonage. The hospitality and evangelism committees are going to decorate for the open house.â
âWant to join us? Weâre getting the tree for Mom and Dadâs house.â
âSure,â he said before considering who âweâ might include. He hesitated. No, Natalie would be home, wouldnât she? In case her mother needed help.
âWeâre meeting at the chocolate hut,â Claire said. âThatâs what we call the outbuilding where you pay for the trees.â
His lack of knowledge of the tree farm must have shown on his face.
âYou havenât been here before.â
âNo.â At their house growing up, the tree had appeared Christmas Eve after theyâd gone to bed. When he was older, heâd assumed Mom picked them up at a discount somewhere on her way home after sheâd finished her Christmas Eve shift at the diner.
âThey have the best hot chocolate with mint. Free with every tree. Donât tell Mom and Dad, but thatâs really why I got up early on a Saturday morning to come.â
âOkay.â He wasnât sure what all the excitement about hot chocolate was. His plan had been to get in and out as fast as possible.
Claire waved as they tromped toward a building the size of a large shed that looked like a miniature log cabin. Both of her parents, along with her brother Paul
and
Natalie, were standing in front.
âYou should probably go ahead without me. I donât want to horn in on what sounds like a family tradition.â
âSince when?â Claire laughed. âYou used to be at the house so much, Mom called you her middle son.â
âThat was back in high school.â He shoved his hands in the pockets of his ski jacket, fighting the old feeling of being an outsider that heâd thought heâd shed when heâd left Paradox Lake for college.
âCome on. Itâll be a lot more fun with us than by yourself.â
He walked over to the building with her.
Fun
wasnât exactly what heâd been expecting.
âHey, look who I found in the parking lot,â Claire said.
Almost in unison, Natalieâs parents and brother gave him an enthusiastic greeting. Even Natalie smiled.
âIâm picking up a tree for the parsonage,â he said.
Lame
. Why else would he be at a Christmas tree farm?
âFor the open house.â Terry nodded. âWhere are you putting it? In the living room or the dining room? With the high ceilings at the parsonage, youâll want a tall tree.â
Connor hadnât thought about