her adult relationships moved from interest/attraction to that thing much harder to attain: love?
The Sunday school answer was, of course, that God had been busy teaching her to be totally content in Him alone. Which was well and good, except that the pesky, romantic bent of her soul refused to quit hoping for a husband and one day, children. She was forever striving to balance peace with her singleness against her ongoing prayer asking God to prepare her for someone and someone for her.
Experience had taught her that heart-tugging, love-inducing men were scarce. Sheâd had one. Maybe sheâd used up her quota.
Her phone chimed. She swung her chair back around and scanned the new text message . Are you free on Thursday afternoon to visit rehearsal dinner locations? If not, we can go whenever itâs convenient for you. Thanks, Josh.
Oh, bother. Here came all those unwelcome feelings againâgiddiness, fear, excitement. She pushed one finger at a time into her palm, stopping just short of cracking her knuckles, while she pondered the gracious tone of his message. Appropriately grateful.
She channeled Sam and decided to wait an hour to reply. He didnât need to know that sheâd pounced on his text. Sheâd certainly reply in the affirmative even though a Thursday afternoon appointment would mean missing her favorite Zumba class.
Zumba would be available forever. Thursdayâs outing with Josh presented her with a rare opportunity to achieve something with Josh sheâd long wanted.
Closure.
If, when Josh left town in a few weeks, she could part with him on amiable terms, then perhaps sheâd be able to close the chapter of her past with his name on it and move on to the someone God intended.
She spotted Josh from half a block away. Casual and still, he leaned against the side of a black Range Rover, waiting for her. Even in jeans and a black crew-neck shirt, he gave off the impression of power, competence, and leashed intensity. Heâd pushed his hands into his pockets.
Had heâthis sophisticated manâreally loved her once? It seemed a distant, fuzzy impossibility. Youâre here for closure , she reminded herself. And to lend assistance to an old friend.
Sheâd contemplated taking him out in her car, since she was the one who knew the area. But she hadnât been sure what twenty-six-year-old tech gurus were driving around in these days. Sheâd feared her aging Mazda Miata convertible too dated for him, its quarters too cramped.
Sheâd instead suggested he drive and that they meet here , at Smithâs Smokehouse. Parking around Main could be tricky for nonresidents without assigned parking spots. Smithâs had a big lot and a location near her apartment.
She stopped a few feet from him. âHi.â
âHi.â Josh studied her. âThanks for helping me with this. I appreciate it.â
âIâm happy to. Itâs a nice day for a drive.â The temperature had stretched all the way up to a crystal bright seventy-five. âYouâve given me a good reason to get out from behind my desk.â He opened the passenger side door for her. Buttery tan leather upholstery immediately embraced her.
He started the car and pulled onto the road. âShould we go see one of my picks first or one of yours?â he asked.
Via text theyâd agreed that theyâd each come up with two potential rehearsal dinner venues for todayâs outing. âEither one.â
âLadies first.â
âIn that case, turn right at the light.â Holly took her wedding coordinatorâs notebook from her purse and settled it on her lap. âLetâs start with the Texas Olive Oil Companyâs farm. Itâs just ten minutes outside town and they have a wonderful barn.â
A few moments of quiet. âThe Texas Olive Oil Company you said?â
âYes. I heard a rumor that theyâve started renting out their barn for