everyone?â
âYouâre a bestselling author.â
She gave Sam an unconvinced look. A few of her dystopian YA novels had snuck onto the very bottom of the USA Today list. Sheâd written two books a year since college. Not all of them had done as well.
âYour novels star a fearless eighteen-year-old girl,â Sam said, âwho never hesitates to take names and kick bootie. You are your heroine.â
Holly wrinkled her forehead. âSheâs like the superhero cartoon version of me. Sheâs amazing with a rapier, for pityâs sake.â
âWell, youâre going to need to channel more of her in order to convince your billionaire to put a ring on it.â
âHeâs not my billionaire and I donât want to convince him toââ
âAlso, you might want to think about wearing tighter clothing, more makeup, and getting a gel manicure every two weeks. Just sayinâ.â Sam shot her a big grin.
âNow I know youâve lost your mind.â
She was supposed to be writing.
Holly had returned to her apartment hours ago after lunch at the Tacqueria. Sheâd stationed herself at her desk, which faced a glorious old window overlooking Main. She had her computer document open in front of her. Her environment cocooned her appropriately with quiet. Her pumpkin-spice candle was flickering and sheâd answered her e-mail. She should be writing. But all sheâd been actively doing was waiting for a text or call from Josh.
Sam would not approve.
Beyond the window panes, the sun melted toward the horizon, casting amber light over Martinsburgâ
Her phone rang. Holly lunged for it like a woman in sugar withdrawal lunging for the final truffle at a chocolate shop.
The screen announced the incoming caller as Amandaâs mom. Spirits sagging, Holly set the phone down and let it go to voice mail. Because of her volunteer position as Trinity Churchâs wedding coordinator, either Amanda or Amandaâs mom called her almost daily. Holly found it more efficient to compile all their questions and address them at one time.
The cursor on her computer screen blinked, awaiting excellence. She tucked her feet underneath her crisscross style and swiveled her chair to face the interior of her home. It had taken her a good deal of time to exchange out all the old furniture her parents had loaned her for these new pieces sheâd purchased for herself. Nowadays, her little place looked like the residence of an actual grown-up. Area rugs over the hardwood floors. Quality furniture sheâd scored in back-of-the store bargain rooms. The sofa and padded ottomans were pale gray, brightened by one fabulous yellow raw silk chair, and several navy and white trellis-patterned throw pillows.
Sheâd built a home for herself in Martinsburg totally independent of her family and Josh. The home sheâd made included her writing career, this community, her church, friends, relatives.
It hadnât been easy to get herself to this place. It had been hardest of all during the months following her breakup with Josh. She could remember praying daily back then, hourly even, asking God what she should do, whether she should contact Josh.
Every time sheâd prayed about it, sheâd sensed God steering her to leave things as they were. Not to contact him.
The tremendous success Josh had enjoyed since then proved that God had been working out His plan for Joshâs life through the guidance Heâd given her.
So how come sheâd felt their old chemistry when sheâd seen Josh today? Sheâd been faithful to Godâs leadership way back when. So why hadnât God done her the favor of taking away her feelings for Josh?
She planted an elbow on her chairâs armrest and leaned the side of her head into her hand. Sheâd been on plenty of dates with good guys, guys who were genuine and sweet and sometimes even very cute. Why hadnât any of