canât ever play games or even read to me very long without getting tired. I know she canât help it, but anyway ⦠I wish a blackbird would come down and peck off Nannyâs nose for saying itâs all put on.â
Florence answered carefully. âPeople can be mistaken in their views at times, as is the case with Nanny about this. Lady Stodmarsh most certainly does not wish to be ill.â
âI know.â He patted her hand, becoming the soother. âNanny tells fibs. Big ones. The vicar could put her in hell for it.â
âTry not to think about her right now.â Hopefully the woman had made it down to the kitchen and had not yet returned to her bedroom, which had access to the night nursery through the communicating door. But Florence had heard no sound from behind it.
âI hate Nanny! I know weâre not right to hate anyone, but I do her! She told me Iâve a bad streak in me that I got from my mother ⦠that she was wilful, too, and that she and Daddy probably had a row in the car that night that made the accident happen, and most likely it wasnât the other driverâs fault at all.â
Florence, the even-tempered, was seized by an almost overpowering urge to haul Nanny out of the house by her hair. Mrs Longbrow had described Jane Tressler during her engagement to Lionel Stodmarsh as a spirited girl but sweet-natured with it. âNo doubt sparks will fly between them, and so much the better for both!â Nothing Florence had heard afterwards suggested the couple were not ideally suited.
âNed, have you told your grandparents about this?â
âNo.â He stirred nervously within the circle of her arm. âShe said if I told sheâd say I was lying or imagining it â which would be worse, because â¦â his voice cracked and his small hand tightened on hers, â⦠because mad people make up things and we all know what happens to them. They get locked away.â
A physical pain stabbed through Florenceâs outrage. âYouâre a perfectly normal, healthy little boy. No one, especially Lord and Lady Stodmarsh, could think thereâs anything wrong with your mind.â
âBut they might start to wonder, not wanting to, but unable to help it because of my other grandmother. She had to be sent away for a while after Mummy was born because she started thinking all her teeth were rotting and about to fall out. And that her dog, a nice old spaniel that she loved, had got possessed by a devil and was going to tear her to pieces.â
âOh, Ned! The poor lady!â
âShe got better and came home.â
âIt happens to women sometimes after childbirth.â
âDoes it? Then maybe I neednât worry, because men donât have babies.â Ned shifted closer. âThatâs a good thing ⦠although it seems unfair that itâs always left to the mother and isnât turn and turn about with the father.â
âThereâs something to that,â agreed Florence gravely, âbut I think a lot of women like being the ones to have babies.â
âPerhaps.â Ned stiffened. âBut after the accident it happened again, and that time Grandmother Tressler was away longer. At a place called Meadow Vale.â
âAgain, Nanny could be mistaken.â Or might there be truth to this particular revelation? Ned hadnât accused Nanny of lying about this â and would the woman have bothered inventing the name of the facility?
Ned shook his head. âI overheard Uncle William and Aunt Gertrude talking about it before Grandma Tressler came to stay here for a fortnight last year. Uncle William got very loud. âFor Godâs sake, old girl, donât go upsetting the woman and send her off the deep end again!ââ The mimicry of the manâs deep voice by a child was uncanny. ââWeâve never in the history of Mullings had to lock up a mad