Monday,â Susan muttered as she hung up the phone.
Michaelâs secretary had said heâd be back that night. She was going to be there to welcome him home personally. She needed a fix.
And maybe, just maybe, sheâd get up the guts to ask for the present she wanted most in the world.
A tiny little life to nurture and love and fill her up again.
She had a feeling sheâd have to put forth the most convincing argument of her life if she hoped to win this one. Of course, that was what sheâd thought when sheâd been set on talking Michael out of their divorce. And look where that had gotten her.
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MICHAEL TRIED to reach Susan again when he touched down in Chicago. Not only was he dying to share his news, even if everything was only in the possibility stages, heâd also remembered on the flight home that today was Susanâs birthday. To celebrate, he stopped at the American Airlines counter and bought them both tickets to Hawaii for Easter weekend. It had been too long since either of them had taken a vacation.
The tickets were open-ended, as always. He could change them if Easter wasnât good for her.
She was out of the office until Monday. Still no answer at the condo. Knowing how much Susan loved birthdays, knowing more than anyone how she did everything to excess, he was sure sheâd found some crazy way to celebrate this last birthday in her thirties. Things like that mattered to Susan. Celebrating. And momentous birthdays. Michael usually had to stop and think to even remember how old he was. Age
wasnât anything that had ever mattered to him. He supposed it might be different for women.
Catching sight of a departure board as he walked by, Michael found himself searching for any flights leaving for Cincinnati that evening. He wanted to be with Susan. To share his news. To share her celebration. To make love to her...
He wanted to go home.
And because his wanting threatened to override good sense, Michael went to pick up his forest-green Pathfinder from the airportâs parking garage instead. His home was here for now, in the condo heâd purchased when heâd moved to Chicago seven years ago. He and Susan had made their choices then. Forced to decide between staying together and climbing to the top, neither one had been willing to give up on career success. As great as their marriage had been, their careers had meant moreâto both of them.
He had the dayâs industrial summaries to go over. Reports to study. Heâd catch Susan later when she was all celebrated out.
And maybe heâd be able to talk her into a quick trip to Chicago in the not-too-distant future.
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Two DRINKS AT LUNCH. Another one instead of dinner. And peace was as elusive as ever. Seth Carmichael stayed at his desk until his eyes stung from lack of sleep, and he knew he had to pack it in. Go home. Heâd been up for more than twenty-four hours. Heâd taken the red-eye after last nightâs meetings in Alaska to make it back here in time for Susanâs birthday. Heâd like to think that meant heâd fall into bed the
second he hit his apartment, that heâd sleep the sleep of the just. Or the dead.
But he knew he wouldnât.
And that was why he was still at work two hours after everyone else had gone home for the night. Of course, they all had families to go home to. Seth had an apartment filled with stale air. There werenât even any plants sharing the place with him. He was gone so much any plants he brought home just shriveled up and died.
He locked up carefully and walked out of the building that housed the offices held by Hier Engineering. In the parking lot, Seth climbed into his Bronco, pleased with the power beneath his hands as the engine turned over instantly.
Bitch of it was, he liked his life. Or he had. He loved his job. Enough to know that when he was seeing double like this, he had to leave the figures alone. He couldnât