No need to worry about them.” I glanced at a clock mounted above an office door. I performed a quick time conversion. It was mid-day back home. I couldn’t shake the feeling that something had happened. Sean was a lawyer and a busy guy. He wouldn’t call in the middle of the day for nothing. “You didn’t call just to chat, Sean. I know you better than that. I mean, unless I blacked out and it’s Christmas already. Just get to the point.” The door opened behind me. Sasha mouthed, “What’s going on?” I shook my head and walked away from her. An overhead light was out. The corridor between cubicles and offices grew dim. “I don’t know how to put this, so I’ll just say it.” He paused. It sounded like he took a drink. “They found Jessie dead last night.” It felt like a blast wave hit me. “Jessie? Jessie Kline? My old fiancé?” “That’s the one.” Sean paused a beat. “She’s Jessie Staley now. Or, she was.” “Jesus.” I felt the blood drain and my knees went weak. I found a wall to lean against for support. “What happened?” “I don’t know all the details yet, Jack, but I’m hearing suicide.” “That doesn’t make sense. Jessie had always been a positive, strong woman.” “When did you last see her?” I thought about it. “Over ten years, I guess. Well, I saw her at Mom’s funeral. We said hi, but that was it.” “Things change, Jack. I heard rumors that she wasn’t happy. I spotted her husband at the bar a couple times. He was with other women. I never made much of it. He wasn’t all over any of them or anything. Maybe there was more to it than I realized.” “When’s the funeral?” “Three days. You thinking of coming?” I looked toward Sasha’s office. “I don’t know if that’s possible right now, Sean.” “I’m sure Jessie’s family would appreciate it. Deb’d like to see you, I know that. Kelly doesn’t even remember you. She knows your picture, but nothing other than that. I’m sure it’s the same way with you and her.” Sean paused. The emotional impact of his words set in. “And I wouldn’t mind a couple days catching up with my baby brother.” “I…” I couldn’t say yes, and I couldn’t say no. “Look, think about it for a bit. Talk to whoever you need to talk with. I’ll call you in a bit. You’ve got my number now. If you come to a decision before I get back to you, hit me up.” “Will do.” I ended the call. “Jack?” Sasha said. I walked away from her, found an empty office and went inside. The chair behind the desk was a replica of Sasha’s. I sat down. The chair glided in a half-circle. I looked out over the Thames. An eight-person scull floated by. They worked in unison with the exception of the coxswain who commanded their pace. Nothing in my life worked as fluidly as that team. Jessie had been a part of my life since I was a kid. We hated each other when we were little. I tormented her from first grade through sixth. Dirt and earthworms turned into signs pinned on her back and crude jokes. One summer I grew up, sort of, and so did she, a lot. Then I fell in love with her. It took three or four years to convince her to give me a shot. I left for the Marines at the age of eighteen. From that point we were on-again off-again for a few years. Eventually we went our separate ways. Eleven years ago I wound up in a sticky situation outside of D.C. My partner Bear took a bullet. I knew Jessie lived nearby. She was a trauma nurse at the time. I thought the two of us might make a go of it then. It didn’t turn out that way. I almost got her killed. I did get her and her parents threatened by someone high up and out of my reach. We had busted a three-star Army General by the name of Keller. Some folks didn’t respond well to that. Last time I saw her was at Dulles Airport. She went one way, I went the other. I took a few months off after that. Spent it down in the Keys. She had an open invitation. Never