wants anything; he always says heâs just finished a cuppa.
The twins are good for another ten minutes or so, and then itâs time to go. Papa puts his tobacco pouch and papers into his dressing-gown pocket and comes downstairs to see them out.
âThanks for cominâ, Brigi.â He kisses her at the front gate.
âLove you.â She holds his bony, brown-spotted hands. Theyâre cool, and feel like paper-tree bark. âWeâll see you soon.â
The twins run off towards the car. The cigarette-smoking man waves as Brigitte rushes after them.
Were his eyes dark brown or light brown? He had full lips ... She jumps when her phone rings.
Itâs Sam. The knife blade of guilt twists between her ribs. Nothing happened: just a dance. Not even a kiss. Not really. Thoughts donât count. Sam says heâs coming home early â for a change â and asks her to put on some pasta; heâll make the sauce. And heâs bringing a workmate home for dinner. Good â a distraction. Itâs been hard to look into his eyes since â¦
She opens a bottle of red wine â for Sam to use in the pasta sauce. Maybe sheâll have one small glass while sheâs waiting for the water to boil.
Sheâs on to her second small glass when she hears Samâs keys rattle. She meets him at the front door. The smell of cold rushes in.
âHey.â He laughs, surprised by the passion in her kiss. His face is freezing, his breath steamy. He wipes his feet on the doormat. Heâs holding a new heater in a box. Behind him, she can see that his workmate has a slab of beer cans under his arm. He steps out of the shadows â tall, long limbs â into the porch light, and follows Sam in.
âBrig, this is Aidan Serra.â
No fucking way .
âHe used to work with Manny.â
Heâs from the police! Not one of Mannyâs filmmaker friends? Youâve got to be joking . Panic raises every hair on her skin.
âBrigitte.â He reaches out and shakes her hand. âI think we met at Mannyâs party.â
She pulls her hand away. âSorry, I donât remember.â Can Sam hear the quaver in her voice?
âReally? I was dressed up as Jeff Buckley.â
Fuck, fuck, fuck . Her face burns.
He brushes past her in the hallway, smirking. The floor seems to tip sideways beneath her feet.
Sam unpacks and plugs in the heater in the living room. Brigitte glares at Aidan as he takes out two beers and puts the rest in the fridge. Make yourself at home, why donât you? She pours herself another glass of wine â a big one â with her back to him, and spills some on the Laminex benchtop.
âSerra needs somewhere to crash while heâs looking for a new place.â Sam takes some garlic and an onion from the cupboard under the sink. âI told him he could stay in the bungalow. If itâs OK with you.â
She chokes on her wine, frowns, and tilts her head at the bathroom. Sam follows her and closes the door behind them. âDonât worry. Heâs OK. Wonât stay long.â
âDoesnât he have family to stay with? Or a girlfriend?â
âGive him a break. Heâs had a pretty rough time with his wife.â
âIs he in your squad?â
âNo. The Cold Case Unit.â
âThe Cold Case Unit! Butâ â
âKeep your voice down.â
She turns on the tap and washes her hands. Kitty â a ginger flash of fur â jumps in through the window.
âHe shouldnât be out this late.â Sam winds the window shut and locks it. âIâve put in for some leave.â
Brigitte looks up as she continues to lather her hands with soap.
âDonât look so shocked,â Sam says. âWe need a holiday.â
âYou said we couldnât afford a holiday.â
âJust down to Raymond Island. Why donât you ask Ryan to come?â
She nods, and dries her hands on a