at every chance we got. It was those times that we had nothing to worry about. Where we could walk around and look at anyone without fear of getting beaten up; poked up; slapped up. Itâs like the boys of my generation fed off the humiliation of others. I should know because I was the same, but there came a time when I saw what it was doing to my mum and I had to change. As I grew up I saw how the area we live in evolved from something safe to a danger zone. There was always tension and drama of some kind, thatâs what gave the area its unwanted character.
The hours flew by. We were stoned and the vibe was elevating. âYou sure you want to go after what the dumb chick done to you?â I asked, sitting in deep thought.
âI know sheâs dumb but I felt like I clicked with her and you know that doesnât happen to me, Jayden. I want to see what sheâs saying. Thereâs no chance of us ever dealing again because Iâm not a mug. Itâs just a passing through thing,â he replied, with no hesitation. I believed him. He would be a big fool to go back to her. She had a dark side that I didnât trust and it wasnât easy seeing my boy at his worst. We got dressed and had another spliff whilst we waited for our cab to come. It was 12a.m. and there was no way we were rolling up to a party at this time on foot. When the cab arrived we jumped in and told him our destination. It felt like forever as it was like we were moving in slow motion, but when we finally pulled up outside her house it looked dead. There were no cars. We heard no music. There were no people outside. We were starting to wonder if this was a party or a funeral. Walking up, Maurice knocked on the door, still confused as to why the place was literally deserted.
âWho is it?â a weak voice responded.
âMaurice and Jayden here for the party,â I said clearly. When Holly opened the door the house was pitch black. There were no figures in the darkness or nothing.
âHolly what is all this? Is there even anyone here? And why is it dark? This isnât a party,â Maurice said, seemingly baffled. As she turned to walk away, ignoring our efforts to find out what was going on, thatâs when it happened. The door slammed, Maurice and I were lying on the floor, stiff, with everything fading to black.
Chapter Three
Tied up and gagged, I woke up on the floor with my head spinning out of control. I tried to remember what happened but it was so gruelling. I saw Holly shuffling about and talking on the phone. I tried to shout but all that was heard was the muffled sound of rolled up socks in my mouth. She turned around and walked over to me.
âShut up you prick!â she said insolently. She took the gag out my mouth and, surprisingly, left it like that. âIf you want to say something say it properly,â she said calmly.
âIf there werenât a gag in my mouth donât you think I would have done so?â I replied, livid at the thought of being in this scenario. âWhatâs going on? You set me and Maurice up, you bitch.â It was impossible for even me to interpret the outrage seeping from myself at that moment in time.
âDonât talk like that or Iâll have to shut you up again,â she replied coldly. She didnât care about what she was doing at all. My lip was split open and it was stinging like hell. She laughed and walked away.
I tried to get up but the gash on my head made any sort of getaway impossible. I had been pummelled and couldnât recall any of it. I shouted Mauriceâs name. I couldnât see him in the dimly lit room with my blurred vision. I tried to cast my mind away and focus. Thatâs when I saw three boys drag him from another room and throw him on the floor in front of me. The relief that came over me was immeasurable. For a brief moment it crossed my mind that he might be dead. I didnât know what Holly was capable