money and schedules and employees, and not enough time on the pain in her joints, the smiles on her grandchildrenâs faces, and the comfort of her couch at home.
Her goals had become about taxes and profits, not about taking trips or starting hobbies.
Something needed to change, but she just wasnât sure what to do. How did one go about changing a life?
Her four children would say that sheâd brought this on herself. Harrison had left her enough money to take care of her needs for the rest of her life. It had been her stubbornness and a desire to honor her husbandâs memory that had kept the restaurant going.
Only now did she realize that while sheâd been honoring Harrisonâs memory, years and years had passed. Her children had married and had children of their own. Far too many times sheâd put off visits to them because of her many commitments at the restaurant.
A playful wave in front of her nose brought her back to reality. âJana, you planning to give me my change anytime soon?â
With a start, Jana realized sheâd been clutching her friend Pippa Reyesâs ten-dollar bill like it was a lifeline. âIâm sorry, Pippa. Itâs been a long day.â
Pippa gazed at her in concern. âThatâs not good, my friend. Itâs barely three oâclock.â
Jana tried to laugh it off. âYes. It really is not good.â
Pippa reached out and patted her hand. âWhy donât you come over to my house tonight? Iâll make you some tamales and weâll talk. Iâll be more than happy to help you in any way I can.â
Pippa Reyes was a new transplant to Sugarcreek. Her brother worked at the brickyard and had often commented to her over the years about how much he enjoyed the wholesome, quiet and quaint atmosphere of the Midwestern town.
Pippa, still recovering from a painful divorce, had seized upon her brotherâs invitation to join him and his wife in Sugarcreek.
In short order, sheâd found an apartment in the middle of town, gotten a part-time job at the Walmart in Millersburg, and had settled into life in rural Ohio.
She and Jana had started talking one afternoon over a slice of pie and had soon discovered that they had many things in common. Now they got together once or twice a week and caught up on the latest news. Jana considered Pippa to be her best friend.
Though Jana knew spending some time with her girlfriend would be wonderful, she simply didnât know how she was going to be able to fit in one more thing with her schedule. âIâd love to come over, but tonightâs not good.â
âMake time. Iâm worried about you,â Pippa said, her voice lilting the way it did whenever she grew concerned about something. âI think you need a friend right now.â After a second she added her trump card. âBesides, in addition to making tamales, Iâve got cheese enchiladas and pintos in the fridge. Manny came over with his boys yesterday, and I have leftovers.â
There were some things Jana just wasnât strong enough to resist. And tamales and cheese enchiladas were one. They sounded wonderful; so completely different from the kind of food they served at the inn. She smiled at her friend. âIs eight oâclock too late? Iâve got a meeting with the accountant at five oâclock and I donât know how long it will take.â
The dimple in Pippaâs cheek appeared. âItâs not too late at all. Iâll have a plate waiting for you.â
âBless you, Pippa.â
Her girlfriend playfully shook her finger at her. âJust donât forget. You need some time to rest and relax. Iâm sure of it, chica .â
Looking around the restaurant, Jana smiled wanly. For the record, she was sure about that, too. She needed to make a change very soon. Very, very soon.
chapter three
It was taking every ounce of strength Judith Knox had not to reach out and