courts. This was not my first missed flight. Mitchellâs itinerary for the Italian adventure had anticipated a Thursday departure from Boston. But when Thursday afternoon arrived, and the taxi Rachel had arranged beeped from the curb, I gave the cabbie twenty dollars to get lost. When I called Rachel to tell her the trip was off, she offered to find me a therapist who specialized in agoraphobia, and by midnight she had a confirmation of my reservation on Air France for Friday evening from Susieâs friend at the online travel site, who had ticketed all of my international flights, and Rachel had also persuaded EurWay Travel to send a driver to meet me at Marco Polo Airport in Venice on Saturday afternoon. And now Iâd missed my connecting flight. âListen, Sam. Nobody has to do anything.â Iâd been saying so for months.
âOkay, okay. But just so you knowâyou are booked on a midday flight to Venice tomorrow,â Sam said. âSusie was going to text you the details.â The little volleyball players were chanting, Our turn, Our turn, Our turn. âYou donât have to go, Mom.â
My cell phone binged with a new email from Rachel. âYou have to go, Sam. And god knows I have to go somewhere theyâre serving coffee. I hope your girls win. Give Susie my love. And a million apologies.â
âLove you, Mom, wherever you are.â Sam clicked off.
I rolled all the way back to that first crêperie, pointed to two dinner crepes on the illustrated menu, and accidentally ordered deux cafés au lait when I begged the waiter for some coffeeâ du café. I was halfway through the second cup before I felt up to reading Rachelâs message.
Dear, dear, dear mother of mineâ
Six things.
       1.   Your reservation number at the Novotel hotel for tonight is 9WX877YUSA. The hotel is a three-minute walk from Terminal 3. You are in Terminal 2.
       2.   Your flight to Venice leaves tomorrow (Sunday) at 12:35 PM from Terminal 2. Susieâs text has your boarding pass and gate info.
       3.   The same driver (Pietro) will be at Marco Polo (again) tomorrow with your name on a sign. Donât stand him up again. And donât tip himâheâs made a fortune off you already.
       4.   The driver will take you to the train station, where the smaller group going to Padua will pick you up in the tour bus. (The driver is prepared to escort you to the bus. Iâve licensed him to be firmâup to and including handcuffs.)
       5.   You havenât missed much. Daddy had never thought of your initial stay as anything but recuperation from jet lag, which is why you have three full days in Venice at the end of the month.
       6.   Donât call me until you are in Padua so we donât say what weâll only wish we hadnât said.
Everything went according to Rachelâs revised agenda until my Venetian driver pulled into the train station almost half an hour beforethe tour bus was due. âWe are too early,â he said, âand giving thanks to me for this favor.â Pietro stepped swiftly around his car, opened the back door, and offered me his hand.
âI better just wait right here,â I said.
Pietro took this as a rebuke, dropping his gaze to the pavement. His disappointment was exaggerated by his three-piece suit. He was old enough and bald enough to be an appropriate suitor. âThis bus you must take is nowhere. Always, is always molto tardi. I promise you. Tardissimo .â
âI really donât speak a word of Italian.â
âMe neither,â he said, pulling me out of the car.
âMy bag,â I said, as if having that in my grip would assure me of safe passage.
Pietro obligingly dragged my canvas wheelie out of the trunk