family. Respectfully submitted, George Hsu, president and secretary.â
Thatâs it. I keep thinking the others will start talking about my mother, the wonderful friendship they shared, and why I am here in her spirit, to be the fourth corner and carry on the idea my mother came up with on a hot day in Kweilin.
But everybody just nods to approve the minutes. Even my fatherâs head bobs up and down routinely. And it seems to me my motherâs life has been shelved for new business.
Auntie An-mei heaves herself up from the table and moves slowly to the kitchen to prepare the food. And Auntie Lin, my motherâs best friend, moves to the turquoise sofa, crosses her arms, and watches the men still seated at the table. Auntie Ying, who seems to shrink even more every time I see her, reaches into her knitting bag and pulls out the start of a tiny blue sweater.
The Joy Luck uncles begin to talk about stocks they are interested in buying. Uncle Jack, who is Auntie Yingâs younger brother, is very keen on a company that mines gold in Canada.
âItâs a great hedge on inflation,â he says with authority. He speaks the best English, almost accentless. I think my motherâs English was the worst, but she always thought her Chinese was the best. She spoke Mandarin slightly blurred with a Shanghai dialect.
âWerenât we going to play mah jong tonight?â I whisper loudly to Auntie Ying, whoâs slightly deaf.
âLater,â she says, âafter midnight.â
âLadies, are you at this meeting or not?â says Uncle George.
After everybody votes unanimously for the Canada gold stock, I go into the kitchen to ask Auntie An-mei why the Joy Luck Club started investing in stocks.
âWe used to play mah jong, winner take all. But the same people were always winning, the same people always losing,â she says. She is stuffing wonton, one chopstick jab of gingery meat dabbed onto a thin skin and then a single fluid turn with her hand that seals the skin into the shape of a tiny nurseâs cap. âYou canât have luck when someone else has skill. So long time ago, we decided to invest in the stock market. Thereâs no skill in that. Even your mother agreed.â
Auntie An-mei takes count of the tray in front of her. Sheâs already made five rows of eight wonton each. âForty wonton, eight people, ten each, five row more,â she says aloud to herself, and then continues stuffing. âWe got smart. Now we can all win and lose equally. We can have stock market luck. And we can play mah jong for fun, just for a few dollars, winner take all. Losers take home leftovers! So everyone can have some joy. Smart-hanh?â
I watch Auntie An-mei make more wonton. She has quick, expert fingers. She doesnât have to think about what she is doing. Thatâs what my mother used to complain about, that Auntie An-mei never thought about what she was doing.
âSheâs not stupid,â said my mother on one occasion, âbut she has no spine. Last week, I had a good idea for her. I said to her, Letâs go to the consulate and ask for papers for your brother. And she almost wanted to drop her things and go right then. But later she talked to someone. Who knows who? And that person told her she can get her brother in bad trouble in China. That person said FBI will put her on a list and give her trouble in the U.S. the rest of her life. That person said, You ask for a house loan and they say no loan, because your brother is a communist. I said, You already have a house! But still she was scared.
âAunti An-mei runs this way and that,â said my mother, âand she doesnât know why.â
As I watch Auntie An-mei, I see a short bent woman in her seventies, with a heavy bosom and thin, shapeless legs. She has the flattened soft fingertips of an old woman. I wonder what Auntie An-mei did to inspire a lifelong stream of criticism from my