improved person?â
âYou donât need improving and you havenât got time.â
âItâs a gross waste of money and Priscillaâs a hypocrite, I agree. Cutting staff, cutting budgets and yet she pushes all this rubbish.â
Melinda was looking at me with pity.
âWell, Iâm made of sterner stuff than that,â I continued firmly, âIâll just do what she says. Better that she picks on me than someone weaker.â I stuffed the letter into my pocket. âWhatâs annoying is that Iâd planned to stay home and write that day.â
I was working on a book about Santorini in the seventeenth century BC and was in the middle of a chapter on the volcanic eruption where people had fled from their settlement in Akrotiri. Many items had been found at the settlement, either forgotten or left in haste; my favourite was a gold ibex figurine hidden inside a larnax, a clay chest. The little ibex, which looked like a childâs impression of a goat mixed with a baby horse, stood in relaxed repose. The gold was pure with a sublime lustre. It was likely his owners had run high into the hills and only then realised that their most precious possession had been forgotten. After the eruption Akrotiri was buried in lava, houses entombed, the ibex waiting patiently for millennia until it was again cherished. But its precise use was lost in the mists of time. What was its significance?
âYouâre not going to think badly of me are you, like a rat abandoning ship?â Melindaâs voice cut through my thoughts.
âNever. Email me the details and Iâll sign off and send it to HR. Wonât New York be cold at this time of year?â
âFreezing. I want a change of everything, including the weather. Iâm hoping itâll be cloaked in snow.â
âAnd how long are you going for?â
Silence.
âMel?â
She suddenly looked old. âI was thinking until the end of next semester.â
âBut thatâs a lifetime!â
âI have enough leave owing. I want to travel around, catch up with friends in Seattle and San Francisco. I thought you could get Justine in here? Sheâll watch your back. Iâve run it past her and she said sheâd wrangle a temporary transfer from Politics.â
âReally? Well, I guess . . .â Melinda looked desperate. âIâll call her. Iâm sure weâll be able to make this work for you.â
âYouâre a brick.â
I smiled, doing my best to hide my concern. What would I do without her?
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Their bellies stretched in front of them like two boulders. Pam Edwards, rushing straight from an Ancient History lecture, wore a body-hugging T-shirt and tapered trousers to accentuate her impossibly long legs; she matched these with killer stilettos that gave her the height of a giraffe and was accessorised to the hilt with chunky jewellery. Josie Sweeney was decked out in the traditional hide-all smock over bare legs; her feet reclined in Birkenstocks. Their faces were alike â both tragic.
âSheâs sent us another letter.â Pam passed it across.
Josieâs voice was a whisper. âItâs so awful, being made to feel worthless. My husband and doctor think I should take the package.â
âYou might feel that now, but when youâre home alone with your child you may want this place, at least part-time in the first few years, which we can manage,â I replied. âYouâre anything but worthless. You know how highly the students rate you. And the way through our trouble is to get more enrolments, not keep shrinking the department out of existence.â
Josie nodded, sniffing back tears. âIâve always loved coming to work.â
âMy family want me to leave too,â said Pam as she rubbed her belly. âIâve become unbearable around the house. Iâm screaming at everyone.