take to Aruba. The pretty flowered one that her mother had lent her because she hadnât thought Apricotâs plain black one was fancy enough for a honeymoon.
Poor Lilac. Sheâd been devastated when Apricot had finally walked out of the church. Two hours and fifteen minutes after the ceremony was supposed to begin, five minutes after Lionel arrived, his hair mussed, a dozen excuses on his lips, Lilac had followed Apricot out the side door of the church, begging her to reconsider.
Men cheat , sheâd said. Every last one of them, so why let that be the reason to end a beautiful relationship?
Because it wasnât really all that beautiful.
Thatâs what Apricot had wanted to say, because her relationship with Lionel hadnât been beautiful or even all that compelling.
It had been nice, easy. Convenient.
A lot like the comforter Grandma Sapphire had made for Apricotâs fifth birthday. Nothing fancy. Nothing that people would ooh and aah over, but it had kept her warm in the winter, and sheâd always reached for it on chilly nights.
She didnât suppose that was the best way to describe a relationship, but it was what it was, and she was sure Lionel had felt the same way. If he hadnât, heâd have been at the church instead of lying in bed with Apricotâs personal assistant.
Lilac might have been able to forgive that, but Apricot couldnât. She didnât want to be with a man who didnât want to be with her more than he wanted to be with someone else.
She wasnât her mother, her aunt, her sister Plum. She was herself, and she liked rules and order. She liked commitment, constancy, and, yes, she liked monogamy. Was that a crime? Was it too much to ask of a relationship?
She backed out of Henry, nearly bumping the good-looking deputy whoâd been watching her like a hawk. âItâs in my carry-on case. In the trailer.â
âIs that so?â he asked, a hint of a Southern drawl in his voice. He hadnât grown up in Apple Valley. Sheâd have been willing to lay odds on that.
âYes,â she responded, grabbing fistfuls of organza and marching to the back of the Airstream. Sixty years old, it looked brand-new. Hubert took a lot of pride in keeping his vehicles that way. He wasnât quite as good at keeping up on the house. Good thing heâd married Jasmine. His third wife was young, energetic, and willing to take on the jobs Hubert wouldnât. Sheâd told Apricot all about it at the rehearsal dinner Friday night. Lionel had managed to be there. Heâd managed to make nice with her family, act interested in her. Heâd told her how beautiful she looked in the candlelight. Only the candlelight had been as fake as his affection, the tiny little electric lights his motherâs idea of ambience.
Apricot would have preferred the real deal. Candle-and relationship-wise.
âTaking a plane trip somewhere?â Deputy Baylor stood beside her as she dragged the carry-on case from the trailer. He smelled like the outdoors. Clean and fresh with just a hint of something darkly masculine. She might have been intrigued if she werenât completely done with men.
âWas going to take a plane trip.â She unzipped the front compartment.
âTo?â
âAruba.â She pulled out her passport and driverâs license. Thank God. She really didnât want to spend time in the local jail. She especially didnât want to have to call her family to come bail her out. She loved every one of them, but they were bigger than life.
At least, bigger than her life.
She might own a multimillion-dollar business, but she enjoyed peace and quiet. She liked fireplaces and good books, hot chocolate and strolls at midnight.
She did not like chaos and noise and . . . well . . . everything her family stood forâfree love, self-expression above personal responsibility, pursuit of happiness rather than financial