donât understand you, Sarah,â she said.
âOh, didnât I make myself clear? I am sorry. You were speaking of your illustrious family name and I was saying what a pity it was that one member of it should make it . . . notorious.â
âWhat . . . do you mean?â stammered Anne Villiers.
âI refer to Barbara Villiers, of course. Your cousin, is she not? My Lady Castlemaine, no less. I believe they sing lampoons about her in the streets.â
âShe mixes in the highest circles,â said Anne Villiers.
âIndeed, yes.â Sarah obviously could not resist going on. âThat is why she has become so well known not only at court, not only in London, but throughout the country.â
âThere are many who would be greatly honored by the Kingâs friendship.â
âHonor?â went on Sarah. âThere are times when it is difficult to differentiate. What is honor? What is dishonor? It is for all to make up their minds.â Sarah was smiling triumphantly, because she knew Elizabeth Villiers had been trounced.
I was rather bewildered by this conversation and took the first opportunity of consulting Anne Trelawny.
âIt seemed to me that they were talking in riddles,â I said.
âNot they. Elizabeth Villiers does not like Sarah Jennings, so she wants to remind her all the time of her obscure origins, and that it is only by sheer good luck that she has a place here. But Sarah is not going to take that lightly. She retaliates that people in great families can act scandalously, and, of course, Barbara Villiers is the notorious Lady Castlemaine, and is the cousin of these Villiers girls.â
âAnne,â I said, âpeople seem to want to keep things from me. Donât you, please. I am not a child any more.â
âI dare say you will be going to court one day and you will know about these matters. You would soon discover that Lady Castlemaine is the Kingâs mistress, for they make no secret of this. He spends much time with her. She is most indiscreet. And everyone knows what happens between them.â
âBut the King is married!â
That made Anne smile. âIt makes no difference. It happens with people in high places.â
âIt does not happen with my father,â I said fiercely.
Anne was silent. Then she said: âThe King is so often with Lady Castlemaine.â
âBut what of the Queen? Does she know this?â
âThe Queen most assuredly knows.â
âThe poor lady.â
âYes, that is what many say. But life is like that.â
âI like my uncle so much. He is so merry . . . and kind.â
âHe is much liked.â
âI cannot believe he would act so.â
âPeople have many sides to their natures. This is one of the Kingâs. Lady Castlemaine is not the first by any means. You know of your cousin, the Duke of Monmouth. You know he is not heir to the throne, but he is the Kingâs son.â
âI do not understand.â
âHe was born when the King was in exile. He is without doubt the Kingâs son. The King accepts him as such. But he is not the Kingâs legitimate son and therefore cannot inherit the throne. As you grow up you learn to accept that such things happen.â
âI am glad my father is not like that.â
She looked at me a little sadly but with great affection.
âI think the Queen must be very unhappy,â I said. âI am sorry. She is such a kindly lady. I shall never like the King so much again.â
THE BISHOP HAD ARRIVED . He was a man in his early forties, I imagined, which seemed ancient to us. He was not unkind, nor very severe, but he was determined that he was going to teach us to become good Protestants.
I understood later that he was not very learned academically and that side of our education was neglected to some extent. What he was determined to do was set our feet on the right path and, in view of our