make it easier for the patients.â
âMammy! Mammy!â she whispered. âItâs Kate.â
There was no response. She watched her motherâs face: closed, her effort now concentrated on breathing, the machine making a slow whooshing sound beside her. It scared her. She had never seen her mother like this.
âShe just looks like she is asleep. How long will she stay like that?â
âWeâll know better tomorrow, be able to judge. For the moment sheâs best left quiet, totally still. The brain is delicate, thereâs still swelling.â
âHow much?â
âWeâre not sure of the extent of it yet.â
Kate looked at her mother and wondered how she could have taken her life so much for granted. Her mother was never sick. Everyone in Rossmore knew that. Maeve Dillon was a woman with a fine constitution who kept herself healthy and fit with walking and cycling and swimming all year round. She didnât smoke, didnât overeat and only drank the odd glass of wine or pint of beer. Sheâd always looked after herself and following their fatherâs death had kept occupied with the Vincent de Paul work as well as playing bridge and helping with the local meals on wheels. Kate struggled to compose herself.
âCan I stay with her?â
âYou can sit with her for a few minutes if you like, but as you see the nurses and doctors need to be able to get easy access to patients here quickly so there arenâtthe same facilities for visitors as in another ward. There is a special waiting room just outside the door with coffee and tea and a place to put your feet up. Your mother is being totally monitored and if thereâs even the slightest change in her condition youâll be informed.â
The nurse left her for a few minutes. It felt unreal balanced on the narrow stool waiting for her mother to wake up. When Kate was small she would grab at her mother and shake her and roll on top of her to wake her when she needed her, and her mother would reach and pull her daughter into her arms even when she was asleep or having a nap, the two of them laughing.
âMammy, Iâm here with you. Youâre in the hospital but youâre going to get better. I promise.â
All around silence, except for the machines. She wanted to scream and shake her mother. Rouse her.
âMammy, please wake up.â
Nurse Kelly appeared silently at her shoulder, suggesting it would be better if Kate wait outside for the moment. She followed the nurse out, hanging the gown on a hook.
âDid you contact Maeveâs other children?â the nurse asked.
âYes, I left a message for my sister in London and I spoke to Romy in New York.â
âThey realize the seriousness of your motherâs condition!â
âI told them what my aunt said. Iâll phone Moya again.â
âIâm sure youâve done your best,â smiled the tall dark-haired nurse. âYou go and have a seat in the waiting room with your aunt and I promise to get you if youâre needed. Youâll be tired after the drive.â
âIâm bunched,â she admitted, feeling that every ounce of energy had drained out of her.
âA cup of teaâd do no harm. Your mother is in the best of hands.â
Aunt Vonnie sat pretending to read an old copy of
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magazine in the magnolia-painted room.
âWell whatâd you think, Kate?â
âI donât know,â she admitted honestly. âI just donât know. Do they think sheâs going to die?â
Her auntâs pale blue eyes welled with tears.
âI hope not,â she said firmly. âMaeveâs a fighter. She wonât give up easily.â
âBut they were saying about swelling in her brain, what does that mean?â
Her aunt shook her head. âWe must pray for her. Prayer is whatâs needed now. We must ask the Lord to spare her.â
Kate didnât know