Then sheâd grab the tidy white bags that hung over her head and scatter seeds all around herâcotton, squash, okra, cucumbers, peas, and beans.
Did Mr. James and Mother Russell even care if she overheard them? Did they think she was deaf and totally insensitive? How much longer can I endure her hateful remarks and his refusal to defend me?
Mother Russell grumbled about how salty the ham was as she sliced it. When she dropped each piece into her black skillet, it hissed. âDownright finicky, thatâs what she is.â
Molly felt like crying. They obviously believed she was worthless. She had to get away.
*
The bile started rising in Mrs. Russellâs throat as soon as Molly confessed sheâd lost that dad-blasted diamond. What business did a farm wife have wearing a one-carat ring, especially while she milked the cow?
She ate a biscuit and gravy, two pieces of ham, and two fried eggs but still felt a mite nauseous. Cooking the ham hadnât taken any of the salt out of it. Better kill another hog pretty soon, before it got too hot.
That diamond kept worrying her. Nothing but trouble, just like Molly.
James had been bound and determined to own that ring. Cost him a good bit of money too. But theyâd had a bumper cotton crop that year, and heâd felt flush.
The first gal he offered it to lived just down the road. He musta had her in mind when he bought it. Heâd been partial to the sweet little thing for quite a spell. Might have made him a pretty fair wife, and she was always batting her eyelashes at him after church. Why, at the New Hope picnic she sat beside him at dinner and let him buy her lemonade and ice cream. She couldnât figure what he saw in the girl though. She always acted like a scared rabbit.
But when he popped the question, she hemmed and hawed, said she was honored and all sorts of nonsense but wanted to move to town and try city life.
He moped around then started sparking a flashy, hard-looking woman in the next county over. Her folks were kinda trashy, and she looked like sheâd had plenty of hard knocks. But James took a shine to her and courted her awhile.
She coulda told him right off the bat thatâd never pan out. The woman was most likely meaner than a snake when you got to know her. Good thing she turned him down flat after he brought her over for Sunday dinner.
Now Molly sat there cutting her eggs into little bites and eating âem like nothing had happened. Acted like sheâd forgotten sheâd been careless enough to lose a diamond in that filthy barn. But it wouldnât do a lick of good to ask her how she coulda done it. Sheâd have some smart-aleck excuse.
Her mind seemed stuck on James and that diamond, like the day he charged in real excited, saying Molly had consented to be his wife.
She glared at Mollyâleaving all that good ham sitting on her plateâand felt like wringing her neck. What a wastrel.
Back then sheâd told herself that Molly was just funning him and, sure enough, after a couple of days there came a letter. Sheâd had second thoughts and was sending his ring back.
She buttered a biscuit and filled it with fig preserves.
Jamesâs heart near âbout broke. Looked like one of the mules had kicked him in the face. Then he musta decided he just wasnât gonna take no for an answer, because he started paying her all kinds of attention. Courted her for quite a spell, then brought her home on a Saturday afternoon and said theyâd tied the knot. Coulda knocked her over with a cotton boll.
Hmm. These preserves sure had turned out good.
Mollyâd been all dressed up in a frilly white outfit, with matching kid-leather shoes cut to show her ankles. And wearing real silk stockings! Great Scott. She didnât look fit for anything but sitting around all day drinking tea and playing the piano. And thatâs exactly what sheâd do if she had her way.
She sopped her third