the other neophytes mocked for wearing moth-eaten robes and living in an abandoned room on the top floor of the Academy â asked me to stay behind after the lesson. I had been the only student to fail to rust a piece of iron.
I hunched on a bench, shivering gently and staring at the terracotta tile between my feet, tracing its faded red pattern with the toe of my boot and waiting for the humiliation to start. I waited. And when nothing happened, I looked up.
Gerontius was leaning with his back against his desk, arms crossed, watching me. After we looked at each other a bit longer, he spoke: âThereâs more of your mother in you than your father. But how much, I wonder?â
My mouth fell open. No one spoke of my mother. Ever.
âShut your mouth.â The old man raised an eyebrow. âYou look gormless. No child of Eleanor â or Benedict, for that matter â could be as daft as you look.â
I shut my mouth and sat up. Part of me came alive for the first time in a year. Now that I was paying attention, I sensed what should have been obvious to me all along: Gerontius was nervous. And he didnât like my father. When he said Benedictâs name I could feel his dislike ringing loud as the city bells.
âYouâre cleverer than any of this lot, yet you donât even try to learn. Why?â
I felt my mouth grow thin and stubborn. It was only another lecture. All the tutors nagged and pestered and punished. None of them could make me work. I would rather die than grow up to be an adept like Benedict. I cursed the fact that Iâd been born mage-kind, which I knew was madness or heresy or both. I did just enough at the Academy to keep my father from  â¦Â No. I wouldnât think about that. I shuddered and looked back at the tile.
âSomething happened to you last year. I know what it was.â
I didnât dare look up. My heart began to thud. What was coming? What did this old man know about me?
âYou named her Swift. It suited her at least, but you never bothered to ask her real name, did you?â
My head jerked up. I leapt to my feet and edged backwards. But before I could get to the door it slammed shut behind me.
âNo running away, Zara. Your mother wasnât a coward.â
It took a moment before I could find the breath to get the words out: âHow do you know?â
A sad smile crept over his face, faded. I felt loneliness, faint as the scent of last summerâs rosemary, waft through the room. âBecause I loved her like a daughter,â he said. âIâm betting you take after her. I could be wrong but I donât think so. Iâve read the letter, you see. Maybe I shouldnât have read it, but Iâm gambling on you and the odds are stacked against me. As they were against her.â
Letter?
The other students were right: the old man was mad. But mad or not, he had loved my mother â there was no mistaking his emotion. Even so, I would be a fool to trust him; to ask the questions teeming in my head. But the temptation was too much.
âWho are you talking about? My mother, or Swift?â
âBoth of them.â He smiled again at the confusion in my face. âYour mother was the best student I ever taught. Including Benedict, rot his soul. I never understood why she slept with him. But Nature makes fools of us all when weâre young. Itâs been a long time since Iâve had to worry about that, thank the gods.â
Gerontius rubbed his nose. âEleanor was a heretic, Zara. Your mother believed kine are human, just like us. Shocking, isnât it?â
He watched me, his broad, red-veined face with its tiny, shrewd eyes as bland as if he was discussing how to pull water from air and use it to dissolve iron. I was terrified. Was this a trap? Was it my father, being clever and evil? Or was this man a miracle?
The old manâs eyes narrowed. I was too stunned to control my face. If