with raising money, so theyâve had to let some people goâjust for a while,â Auntie adds quickly.
Deja wonders if Auntie Dee is one of the âlet goâ people. She holds her breath.
âIâm afraid theyâve had to let me go.â Auntie smiles slightly. âJust for a while. Iâm sure Iâll be back to work in no time.â
Deja thinks about this. âDoes that mean we wonât have any money?â she asks carefully.
âWe wonât have as much,â Auntie Dee says.
Deja thinks some more. Finally she asks, âAre we going to be homeless?â That last word is so scary. Sheâs seen lots about homeless people on the news. Maybe theyâll have to live in Auntieâs car and wash their clothes in a gas station bathroom. Maybe Nikkiâs parents will let them live with them. Even that thought isnât very pleasant. Anyone would get tired of having extra people in the house after a while.
âNo, sweetie,â Auntie says, laughing. Deja feels a little better. âWeâre not going to be homeless.â
Still, Deja wonders. How can Auntie really know that?
âWeâre just going to have to tighten our belts.â
Immediately Deja thinks about what this could mean. She doesnât think it will allow for a new dress and new shoes and a wedding present. She doesnât think it will mean anything good. It could mean just eating out of their garden. Or maybe theyâll only be able to eat the food that you dig out of a bin with a shovel at the health food storeâlike beans and yucky grains. No more good-tasting stuff that comes already measured and packaged.
That night, Deja goes to bed picturing Auntie sitting at one of those big looms, weaving cloth for their clothes. Deja is pretty sure âtightening our beltsâ is not going to be fun.
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Sheâs still pondering this over her oatmeal the next morning when Nikki knocks on the kitchen door. Sheâs come by to walk with her to school. Auntie is in her office doing something on the computer. Deja feels she has to tell Nikki, who seems eager to get to school. Deja can tell this from the way Nikkiâs staring at every bite of oatmeal Deja puts in her mouth.
âOh, I have something for you,â Nikki says.
Deja looks up. âWhat?â
From her backpack, Nikki takes out a piece of folded paper. She unfolds it and places it on the table in front of Deja. âI tried to draw a picture of Ms. Shelbyâs fiancé. This is kind of what he looks like.â
Deja looks at Nikkiâs drawing. Nikkiâs right. She really canât draw.
âOoh, ooh...â Nikki continues. âGuess what? I get to buy a new dress and get my hair done, and on Saturday my mom and me are going to Rendells, where Ms. Shelby is registeredâyou know, where they have a list of what she wants for a wedding presentâand then weâre going to look at the list and get her something from it. Like a blender or a Crock-Pot or maybe a fancy vase. Something like thatââ
Deja cuts her off by sighing loudly. âDo we all the time have to be talking about Ms. Shelbyâs wedding?â
Nikki looks a little hurt. âWe havenât been all the time talking about it.â
âYes, we have. And Iâm getting tired of it.â
âWhatâs wrong with you?â Nikki asks.
Deja shakes her head. âNothing.â
âDid you tell your aunt about Ms. Shelby?â
In a small voice Deja says, âNot yet.â
âYou didnât tell her about the drawing and how Ms. Shelby picked our names and how we get to go to her wedding? And how you get to take your auntie as a guest, and I get to take my mom?â
âNot yet,â Deja says again.
âWhy?â
âI just havenât told her yet.â
Nikki looks at her closely. âWhat is it, Deja?â
âI donât know if I want to