Iâve wanted to meet you.â
âWhy are you calling?â
She didnât like taking this tone but felt bound to it.
âIâm at Saint Vincentâs, recovering from some surgery. Minor stuff, exploratory. Supposed to let me out two hours ago. But one of the nurses gave me something for pain. Now they say they have to release me into someoneâs care.â
Sophie took a moment with this news.
âIâm sorry to hear about that,â she eventually said, which was true. âI hope youâre all right.â
âSixty-two-year-old man, and they canât let me go without a chaperone.â
âDid you try the number I gave you?â
âTom wouldnâtâthat is, I couldnât get through to him. I just need someone to come down here and walk me outside, thatâs all. Maybe sign some kind of form. Once Iâm out on the street Iâll be fine.â
âIf you wait a few hours, Iâm sure theyâll let you go.â
âI canât wait,â he said. âI canât stay here.â
She felt then his desperationâs full force. The sound in his voice wasnât drink, or even whatever drugs theyâd given him, but terror fighting to contain itself.
âIsnât there anyone else who can help?â
If there had been anyone else, he never would have called.
âPerhaps you should try Tom again later.â
They both knew heâd already reached Tom, already been refused.
âI canât leave on my own until tomorrow, and I canât spend another night here.â
She wasnât sure she wanted to help the man, wasnât even entirely sure that it was the right thing to do. The voice that urged her on, she recognized with some surprise, was one she hadnât heard for some timeânot the voice of conscience, but the voice of curiosity. The voice that said, It would make a great story .
âIâll be there in half an hour.â
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In her first years with Tom, Sophie had often thought about meeting his father. She had worried over it, dreamed of it. A great deal of mystery had built up around him, mystery that Tom was not inclined to address, and so it was natural that she should be curious. But her interest went further: if
there was a mystery she wished to solve in meeting Tomâs father, it may have been Tom himself.
She hadnât thought at first that there was anything mysterious about him. He was just another of those boys who majored in economics and lived on the row, the boys she fell in with during her breaks from Charlie, boys who became temporarily enthralled, finding her unlike the other girls, but proved ready to move along as quickly as she was. It was senior year when he introduced himself, the second day of the fall recess. Though the dining hall was open, it was as empty as the rest of campus when she came in for lunch. She was sitting alone at one of the long rectangular tables, eating a salad in a large plastic bowl, when he set his tray down beside her.
âYouâre in my philosophy class,â he said.
Indeed, she was. Introduction to Ontology.
âIn a manner of speaking,â she answered.
âHowâs that?â
âI mean, we may need to define our predicate more precisely.â
He looked genially confused as he sat down.
âI donât really get it,â he told her. âIâm just fulfilling my Lib Arts requirement.â
âAh, yes,â she said. âLib Arts. Iâd forgotten about that requirement.â
He didnât seem to know that she was being rude. He might just have been dumb, but she suspectedâand he later admittedâthat heâd been waiting some time to talk to her and wouldnât be put off by her sarcasm.
âSo what are you doing here?â she asked, trying to be friendlier now, though it didnât come out that way.
Heâd been given an extension on a paper, which heâd finished