was going to argue, but she was right. It was my house, and I was the one with the most to lose if this didnât go right.
âWell, do we invite more people?â she asked.
âMy grandmother used to say
In for a penny, in for a pound
,â I said.
âAnd that means?â
âIt means that we invite some more people.â
Jen smiled. âI think your grandmother is one smart lady.â
âI donât think any of this has anything to do with being smart,â I said.
âOkay, maybe smart isnât the right word. So youâre okay with us inviting more people, right? I donât want to do anything you donât want me to do. It
is
your house.â
I didnât answer right away. Maybe it wasnât too late to be smart and call the whole thing off.
âWell?â Jen asked.
âI donât know. Iâm just worried.â
âSometimes, when Iâm worried about something happening, I try to imagine what would be the very, very
worst
thing that could happen,â Jen said.
âAnd thatâs supposed to make me feel better?â
âIt does. Think about it. Whatâs the worst thing that could happen?â
âI donât know. I guess that something gets broken,â I said.
âYouâve pretty well taken care of that.â
She was right. I had done a pretty good job of putting everything away.
âSomebody could spill something on the carpet,â I said.
âOr
throw up
on the carpet,â Jen added.
âThat would be worse.â
âBut either way weâd just clean it up. Anything else?â
âMy parents finding out would be pretty bad.â
âYouâre right, but whether itâs fifteen people or twenty-five, theyâre going tobe just as mad, so thereâs nothing worse about it being slightly bigger.â She paused. âSo?â
âSo we invite some more people.â
âYes, sir!â Jen said. She first saluted me, and then she disappeared up the stairs.
I took a deep breath. This was starting to feel like it was spinning faster and faster. It almost felt like I was climbing onto a roller coaster. Thereâs that moment when they strap you in, when you know youâre going on a ride, and you really donât know how much fun or how scary itâs going to be, but you have no choice. Youâre going. Some people loved roller coasters. I didnât.
Chapter Five
I sat staring at the clock. The house was so quiet that I could hear the clock ticking from clear across the room. That seemed right. Time was everything now. We had one hour to go before the start of the partyâit was almost eight oâclock. Part of me couldnât wait for it all to begin, to see how it was going to work out. The other part of me was just dreading the whole thing. I didnât want nine oâclock to arrive. I wanted time to stand still.
âHow do I look?â Jen asked as she entered the room.
I looked her up and down carefully. I knew she wanted a serious answer. I also knew that whatever answer I gave, it probably wouldnât make her happy.
She was wearing jeansâ designer, expensive and tightâ¦maybe a little too tight. Her top was low cut, but not too low cut. Her hair was all done upâsheâd been working on it for the last hourâand she was wearing brand-new earrings that dangled down.
âYou look good,â I said.
âOnly good? I was hoping for great.â
âI meant to say great!â I stammered.
âNow youâre just lying. I wish I knew about this two weeks ago. I would have started dieting. Do I look fat in these jeans?â she demanded as she turned around.
âYou donât look fat in
any
jeans. You arenât fat.â
âI am compared to Sarah Jenkins.â
âCompared to Sarah Jenkins, a toothpick is fat.â
Jen chuckled. âMaybe youâre right, but donât mention that to her