get out of here. She whispers, âI love you, Travis,â and she reaches into her pocket and takes out a wallet and hands it to me. She smiles and says, âI made it for you. I hope you like it. Itâs for your birthday.â
I take the wallet and look at it. Itâs too early for this. My birthdayâs in two days. Iâm going to be twelve, and Iâm going to have a cake, and Iâm going to be at home with Mom and Dad, and thereâs going to be a lot of presents. The wallet has a picture of Roy Rogers riding Trigger on it. My mom says, âI put that picture on there with an electric wand. I hope itâs not too young for you. Youâre getting to be such a big boy.â
She looks at Dad. He looks hard at the far away and says, âMiko, itâs not too young for him. He loves Roy Rogers.â
I still like Roy, but Iâm more interested in creatures now. I saw Creature from the Black Lagoon at the Rialto downtown last week, and I liked it a lot. Iâd like to swim in a river in South America and find this guy with webbed hands and feet and fight him and drag him up on the bank and put him in a big tank and take him home and keep him in my room. Heâd be my creature, and Iâd show him to all my friends.
My mom looks at me very carefully now, and I put away the wallet, and I say, âThanks, Mom. I love my wallet. I really do.â
She says, âI want you to be a good boy with Grandpa and Grandma Hollister. Will you do that for Momma?â
I say, âSure.â I want her to hug me. I want us to run away. Iâd protect her. Iâd take care of her. Iâd never say she couldnât have her household god.
My dad puts his hand on my shoulder. We all walk to the door and Dad pushes a button, and we hear the nurseâs key in the lock. My mom gets down on her knees in front of me, and she looks into my eyes.
My dad says, âKiss your mom good-bye, Travis, Buddy.â He has his old voice back. I canât see his eyes, but I know they arenât big and soft anymore. I know he didnât like me seeing them that way. I wait for Mom to kiss me.
But she waits for me. Itâs because weâre here. She smiles. I lean toward her, and she smells good, the old way, and I try to kiss her cheek but she stops me. She kisses me on the mouth. Itâs sweet and slow and soft, and Iâm crying like I told myself Iâd never do again, and she says, âYouâre going to love that ride on the airplane, Travis, my good boy. Youâre going to fly on the wind like the spirits of my ancestors,â and then Dad lifts me by the arms, and the door opens, and he pulls me through it, and I donât see much more until weâre in the car again.
Three
I wake up when the stewardess shakes me. Her name is Wendy, and she smells good like my mom, but she doesnât look like the ladies at church and PTA. She looks like the lady the Creature kidnapped in the Black Lagoon. Sheâs the most beautiful lady Iâve ever seen that isnât in a magazine or on TV or in the movies. Sheâs my friend. When the plane took off, she let me sit beside her and buckled my seat belt. I was so surprised when we left the ground, I said, âIt feels like my stomachâs going into my butt,â and Wendy giggled and put her finger across her mouth. She gave me a Coke in a paper cup and a Baby Ruth. After I ate the candy and we hit a storm and the plane started to bounce around, I wasnât feeling so hot. Wendy gave me a pill that made my stomach feel better and made me sleepy. She gave it to me with a paper cup full of water, and she leaned down and I smelled her, and she kissed me on the cheek and then rubbed off the lipstick and said, âYouâll probably sleep the rest of the way, but donât worry, Gorgeous, Iâll wake you up before we land.â
I looked at her, and I know I was smiling. I was already feeling warm and my