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if I do and the Japs will have ’em if I don’t, so what’s the difference? Maybe I should go for intellectual immortality and devote my life to the poor, which will include me, after the vulture picks my brains and they dump me at Arecibo."
    Sandoz let him roll. Jimmy generally reached his own conclusions by talking, and Sandoz was accustomed to confessional musing. Instead, he wondered how Jimmy could eat so fast and still talk without sucking food into his windpipe.
    "So what do you think? Should I do it?" Jimmy asked again, finishing off his beer and using a piece of bread to sop up the
sofrito
. He waved to Claudio for a second beer. "You want another?" he asked Sandoz.
    Emilio shook his head. When he spoke this time, it was in his own voice. "Hold out for a while. Tell them you want someone good. Until the vulture does you, you still have some leverage. You have something they want, yes? Once they’ve got you stored, they don’t need you. And if a vulture does a poor job on you, you’re immortalized as mediocrity." Then he was gone again, embarrassed for giving advice, and Edward James Olmos appeared as a pachuco gangster, hissing, "
Horalé
 … 
ese
."
    "Who did you?"
    "Sofia Mendes."
    Jimmy’s eyebrows shot up. "Latina?"
    Unexpectedly, Sandoz laughed. "Remotely."
    "Was she good?"
    "Yes. Quite. It was an interesting experience."
    Jimmy stared at him, suddenly suspicious. When Emilio said interesting, it was often code for bloodcurdling. Jimmy waited for an explanation but Sandoz simply settled into the corner, smiling enigmatically. There was silence for a little while as Jimmy turned his attention back to the
sofrito
. The next time he glanced up, it was Jimmy who smiled. Down for the count. Sandoz fell asleep faster than anyone he’d ever met. Anne Edwards claimed the priest had only two speeds, Full Bore and Off.
    Jimmy, an insomniac whose mind tended to run on a hamster wheel at night, envied the man’s ability to catnap but knew it wasn’t just a fortunate quirk of physiology that let Emilio crash at will. Sandoz routinely put in sixteen-hour days; he crashed because he was beat. Jimmy helped out as much as he could and wished sometimes that he lived closer to La Perla, so he could pitch in more often.
    There was even a time when Jimmy had considered becoming a Jesuit himself. His parents, second-wave Irish immigrants to Boston, left Dublin before he was born. His mother was never vague about their motive for the move. "The Old Sod was a backward, Church-ridden Third World country filled with dictatorial, sexually repressed priests sticking their noses into normal people’s bedrooms," she’d declare whenever asked. Despite this, Eileen admitted to being "culturally Catholic," and Kevin Quinn held out for Jesuit-run schools for the boy merely on the basis of the discipline and high scholastic standards. They had raised a son with a generous soul, with an impulse to heal hurts and lighten loads, who could not stand idly while men like Emilio Sandoz poured out their lives and energy for others.
    Jimmy sat awhile longer, thinking, and then went quietly to the debit station, punching in perhaps five times the amount needed to pay for their meals this evening. "Lunches all week, okay? And watch him while he eats, right, Rosa? Otherwise he’ll give the food away to some kid." Rosa nodded, wondering if Jimmy noticed that he himself had just eaten half of the priest’s meal. "I’ll tell you his problem," Quinn continued, oblivious. "He’s got two-hundred-pound ideas about getting things done, and a hundred and thirty pounds to do it with. He’s gonna make himself sick."
    Over in the corner, Sandoz, eyes closed, was smiling. "
Sí
,
Mamacita
," he said, mingling sarcasm with affection. Abruptly, he hauled himself to his feet, yawned and stretched. Together, the two men left the bar and walked out into the soft sea air of La Perla in early